Spiritual Realization depends on Divine will
Mother: You are right, my child! The only son of Ram (ie Balaram’s grandson) died the other day. Ram’s wife and mother came to me for peace of mind. They were relieved of their grief to some extent. I used to speak to the Master of such things and he would say, ” I have millions of them. I shall cut my goat at the tail or through the back, and then kill it. It is my sweet will.”
Disciple: Does he not see our suffering ?
Mother : But he has so many like you. He used to tell me, ” It is the ocean of consciousness and bliss. How many waves crop up and disappear! There is no end, no limit.”
Disciple : A man in the street, whose spiritual consciousness has not been awakened at all, is quite happy. But those whose consciousness has been partially awakened and who want to realize God, suffer a great deal if they do not see Him. They alone know how much they suffer!
Mother : Ah ! how true it is ! Ordinary people are quite happy. They eat, drink and make themselves merry. The devotees alone know no end of suffering.
Disciple : Don’t you suffer at the suffering of the devotees ?
Mother : Why should I ? He who has created the world looks after all.
Disciple: Don’t you want to come Backto this earth in a human form for the sake of the devotees?